When you are so far ahead and get everything done sooner then you would think. The day turns boring. Fast. Sitting here, all chores are done. The dog is pooped out from running after the ball so many time, blogging is done for the day besides this entry. music is caught up just waiting for it to render. Did my 24 AI Artwork pictures for the day. Bedroom is clean, House is clean. Shopping is done. But I still sit alone. No one to have a conversation with. Just the sound of the heater fan blowing heat around the house.
It is for a fact boring as heck. This does get to me a lot. Was hoping for more conversation with one person, but I try not to push too much. We all have our own lives, things to do daily and thats where it ends. Nothing left to do. So many hours before shower and bedtime. Just another day burnt, but what was really accomplished. Everything on the list to do? Yes! Chores? Yes! Fed? Yes! With writers block hitting heavy I cant write at this time. I got all my things done that needed done so here I am. 5 hours to go. I don't watch TV, I guess I can listen to some music but I just put 5 hours in mixing, remixing and making from scratch, so I am kinda Burt out on that today. Aww what to do what to do.I don't drink do hitting a bar up is not my forte, I don't go to clubs cause that is really for one night stands. I just want someone to sit and bullshit with laugh with have deep intellectual conversation with. Well I guess I have to wait. But knowing how my body acts. How my brain reacts to down time. Spare time turns into dark time thoughts. I haste that ii don't know why it does that but it could be because I have no one to spend time with but mu puppy dog. Well I shale see how the night goes I guess.