Woke up this morning feel crappy. Yuk.. I have noticed many on X are sick. Tho you cant get sick from people you interact with on X. I woke up feeling just out of it and crappy. I need to do some laundry today, like my bedding but I just don't feel like stripping the bed while I am still in it. I think I am going to take the day off from my chores and projects today. Just kick back and relax for a day and see how I feel later on.
Asking questions, and sharing art does not reveal anything more than friends sharing with each other. So that is fine. If the need to stop replying is needed till everything is taken care of. So be it. I'll be here when it's all said and done. I am not hurt I am perfectly fine. Tho I disagree what was told by lawyers. But you have to do what you have to do till the headache and heart break is done and over with. I am a big boy and can handle all this. Tho I think it is wrong, you have to deal with your affairs as needed. But the total stop of responses on post and the liking of post. Made one feel ignored and pushed away. I understand. No worries
One that will heal, sooth and comfort is hard to find, even harder to keep. So many out there want this, but only a few get this in their lives. Tho I understand things have to be a certain way at this time, don't push that person away. You may never find someone like that ever again in one-selfs lifetime. You may found someone again but the possibilities of it being anywhere close to what you have found now, may never come around again. I will not push I will not pressure, but when I see the possibilities and love that is there, it's hard for myself not to pursue and make mine one day. I am a man of many things. Integrity, love, commitment, loyal, and trustworthy. I just don't like missing out on what can be. A regret I don't want to have to wonder about on my death bed. Those that do read this that one knows exactly who you are and its directed to you. Tear rolling down my cheek but I am strong and just want to be strong for you as well. Someone that can help pick up the pieces someone to mend your broken heart. Someone that is there to go threw the rough waters you see your self in. you need someone thats there step by step, NOT someone that just want sex, that will hurt you even more then helping you heal. I know you may not be able to respond to this for quite some time, thats ok. at lease you can read this and know. True love just does not abandon, True love waits and is here when you're ready. True love takes a lot of work between each other. but only a few get to feel true real love.